Three years ago, i got admitted into a course which i had never thought getting into! Irrespective of what the institution was and the level of recognition that it had outside North-East. My admission was full of rough patches. Why? Well i guess that does not matter anyway now, because i have not got along with something great after passing out from that 'place' (yes, that was sarcastic). But what i want to reveal here is my encounter with a girl who has the most special place in my heart today. (Disclaimer - she's not ma girlfriend, O sorry, ma ex-girlfriend) My first day in ASSAM UNIVERSITY's Mass Communication Department was a little weird. Well, another very surprising fact of my life - my first impression sucks!!! So, all of you can of course recall now what you had thought of me when you first met me. So, when i entered the Library room of our department, three girls and some guys were kind of bamboozled with my entry!! Well, for those who know me, i guess you all know that i may never change me grandpa hair style!:) Well, i tried once, but believe me, i was looking like a piece of shit. After looking at me for quite a while, a pretty lady commented that i won't look bad if i 'spiked' my hair and wore a black framed specs...Ok, well i didn't know that it was a compliment or sarcasm. But at least someone convinced me that 'hey, you can try this!' So, i took it as a compliment. I really don't want to talk about the other girls, because they are not a part of my life any more and moreover, they treated ma sis like a shit. So, better not let the devil speak now. As days passed by, we became good friends. We laughed, yelled, debated and sang aloud while our classes were over.
Most of the ladies in our class brought their tiffin along with them, and that too home-cooked. Can't get better than this, huh! Me and my friends often dived into their food and sometimes, almost cleaned up their tiffin..ha ha!! That was real fun, but the ladies(gals) were really sweet. They knew we were hungry, so they almost surrendered their tiffin to us looking at our panting faces. For me, Lopa's tiffin was always special. I can't decipher the reason behind that, but i guess there was a special ingredient of love that was mixed in her food. That made her tiffin really special, at least for me. One day, when we were relieved from the torture of listening to one of our lecturers, i was looking for my wallet. I knew about one thing that in this class, there were people who could steal your notes, but money, naah! Then a sweet voice asked me - 'is this yours?' I said yes. She did not look that interested in my wallet or the stuff inside it. She was a little curious about a small passport-sized photo that i always kept with me for my safety and well-being - photo of THE MOTHER or 'MAA'. She asked me 'how the hell did this photo come in your wallet?" I explained to her that my entire family is devoted to her and her spiritual thoughts. She was quite surprised and said that her family was also an ardent follower of Shri AUROBINDO and Shree MAA. This was a beautiful co-incident for me. She was somehow my sister and i realised the fact there itself. Well, she was really pretty and had this incident happened sometime later...i would say, MAA wanted this to happen and so it happened. She would be the right person to explain as to why did this relationship turn that way. But i must say that she is the biggest and the most precious asset of my life today. I just can't imagine my life without this girl.
It just took two years to tighten this relationship in such a way that no hammer in the world today has the balls to break it. Lopa was the one who made me realise that i can be what i want. Crazy girl...she made me even dance!! She taught me to be a little open to the world. Well i am still tryin to be! Her mom never made me fell lonely or away from home food. I miss her mouth watering dishes today, badly! Yummm.........I saw Lopa dance, cry, yell, smile, laugh aloud and fart...and that too while laughing. Well, that was not weird for me. But i had to hold on to my laughter while that 'firing' happened. But i must say one thing, if you guys see her dancing..you may not stand and clap for her, but you will definitely go and hug her. By MOTHER's grace, she's the most graceful dancer i have ever seen in ma life. The most bleak moment for me is when i see or listen her sobbing. I just feel so helpless when i see those tears rolling down her bubbly cheeks. Whenever i am with her, i always try and console her with whatever bull shit i can and i did that for a couple of times. But now, i guess i proved to be the biggest ass brother or friend that a girl can have in her life.
I last met her on JULY, 2010. Since then, i am just dying to meet her once. She has already been through a lot within this one and a half year, but she's still the same LOPA i know. I often start cribbing on my shitty life, but when i think of her, i just get ashamed of myself. She's has been an actual fighter for me. Each and everyday, i pray to the ALMIGHTY that let all her hardships come to me and let all my happiness be bestowed to her. Because that's what all i can do for her right now. I have been unable to console her in the most difficult period of her life by being physically present along side her and for that i will never be able to forgive myself. Every beat of my heart longs to see her, but unfortunately the time has not come yet! I have always said this and i will keep saying this that GOD has send me a beautiful gift and i will always be thankful to HIM for this. I will toil hard to preserve this gift till my last gasp of existence on this earth. Hey SIS, if you are reading this, this is just a small token of gift from my side to let you know, once again that one day, when you will be a star, there would be millions of fans all around you, but there will be one man who will always want to see her sister with that sweet and cuddling smile coming towards him running and giving him a big hug to let the world stay amazed after looking at the love and respect that both of them have for each other.
Most of the ladies in our class brought their tiffin along with them, and that too home-cooked. Can't get better than this, huh! Me and my friends often dived into their food and sometimes, almost cleaned up their tiffin..ha ha!! That was real fun, but the ladies(gals) were really sweet. They knew we were hungry, so they almost surrendered their tiffin to us looking at our panting faces. For me, Lopa's tiffin was always special. I can't decipher the reason behind that, but i guess there was a special ingredient of love that was mixed in her food. That made her tiffin really special, at least for me. One day, when we were relieved from the torture of listening to one of our lecturers, i was looking for my wallet. I knew about one thing that in this class, there were people who could steal your notes, but money, naah! Then a sweet voice asked me - 'is this yours?' I said yes. She did not look that interested in my wallet or the stuff inside it. She was a little curious about a small passport-sized photo that i always kept with me for my safety and well-being - photo of THE MOTHER or 'MAA'. She asked me 'how the hell did this photo come in your wallet?" I explained to her that my entire family is devoted to her and her spiritual thoughts. She was quite surprised and said that her family was also an ardent follower of Shri AUROBINDO and Shree MAA. This was a beautiful co-incident for me. She was somehow my sister and i realised the fact there itself. Well, she was really pretty and had this incident happened sometime later...i would say, MAA wanted this to happen and so it happened. She would be the right person to explain as to why did this relationship turn that way. But i must say that she is the biggest and the most precious asset of my life today. I just can't imagine my life without this girl.
It just took two years to tighten this relationship in such a way that no hammer in the world today has the balls to break it. Lopa was the one who made me realise that i can be what i want. Crazy girl...she made me even dance!! She taught me to be a little open to the world. Well i am still tryin to be! Her mom never made me fell lonely or away from home food. I miss her mouth watering dishes today, badly! Yummm.........I saw Lopa dance, cry, yell, smile, laugh aloud and fart...and that too while laughing. Well, that was not weird for me. But i had to hold on to my laughter while that 'firing' happened. But i must say one thing, if you guys see her dancing..you may not stand and clap for her, but you will definitely go and hug her. By MOTHER's grace, she's the most graceful dancer i have ever seen in ma life. The most bleak moment for me is when i see or listen her sobbing. I just feel so helpless when i see those tears rolling down her bubbly cheeks. Whenever i am with her, i always try and console her with whatever bull shit i can and i did that for a couple of times. But now, i guess i proved to be the biggest ass brother or friend that a girl can have in her life.
I last met her on JULY, 2010. Since then, i am just dying to meet her once. She has already been through a lot within this one and a half year, but she's still the same LOPA i know. I often start cribbing on my shitty life, but when i think of her, i just get ashamed of myself. She's has been an actual fighter for me. Each and everyday, i pray to the ALMIGHTY that let all her hardships come to me and let all my happiness be bestowed to her. Because that's what all i can do for her right now. I have been unable to console her in the most difficult period of her life by being physically present along side her and for that i will never be able to forgive myself. Every beat of my heart longs to see her, but unfortunately the time has not come yet! I have always said this and i will keep saying this that GOD has send me a beautiful gift and i will always be thankful to HIM for this. I will toil hard to preserve this gift till my last gasp of existence on this earth. Hey SIS, if you are reading this, this is just a small token of gift from my side to let you know, once again that one day, when you will be a star, there would be millions of fans all around you, but there will be one man who will always want to see her sister with that sweet and cuddling smile coming towards him running and giving him a big hug to let the world stay amazed after looking at the love and respect that both of them have for each other.
